No matter how many times I might fall, I will never stop believing in love. Because if I did that, I would lose me and end up being nothing but an empty shell. I'd be cynical and never seeing nothing but the dark sides.
Yes. I will feel the life running thru my vains, I will feel love, till my heart stops beating and then, at that moment, I know that I have lived.
maanantai 27. huhtikuuta 2009
perjantai 24. huhtikuuta 2009
Review
Love of books, articles, essays. Love of words and images, dreams they paint. Eyes wander gently thru phrases, cherishing every word, dot, emphasis. Like lover's hands on the soft skin and curve of hip, waist. Lips on collarbone. Or rushing thru phrases, violently jumping on words, skipping rudely few of them. And needing more, more, more... out of pure pleasure.
So many different kinds of texts, so many different ways to read them. Reading like someone's hunting you. Reading like making love. Writing like making love.
I found a text that is written with so much emotion in it that it is easy to feel the wind, the fresh air of the Pacific. With so much pain, that it takes the breath away, even as a complete outsider.
http://blog.isaac.shabtay.com/2009/04/low-tide.html
Sometimes words are like photographs, as they draw a detailed picture in front of eyes. Sometimes words are even more than that, and there's no way of escaping the word they create. Nor there is any will to escape.
I am eager to hear if any of my readers have a text to recommend. I love words.
So many different kinds of texts, so many different ways to read them. Reading like someone's hunting you. Reading like making love. Writing like making love.
I found a text that is written with so much emotion in it that it is easy to feel the wind, the fresh air of the Pacific. With so much pain, that it takes the breath away, even as a complete outsider.
http://blog.isaac.shabtay.com/2009/04/low-tide.html
Sometimes words are like photographs, as they draw a detailed picture in front of eyes. Sometimes words are even more than that, and there's no way of escaping the word they create. Nor there is any will to escape.
I am eager to hear if any of my readers have a text to recommend. I love words.
keskiviikko 1. huhtikuuta 2009
Playing the Notes
Lately I've started all kinds of things and been many times in situations that I haven't faced before. New situations always cause a tension of somekind, because it requires crossing the lines of your comfort zone. Comfort zone is the behavioral patterns, hobbies, places etc. where you've been a lot and they are familiar and you know how to act. It is easy to feel like a prey in a place that's not familiar as everybody else has an agenda they fullfil-or so it seems.
New thing always means challenge, escspecially when it includes getting in to a group that has been formed before you came across. People tend to keep walls up high towards new comers, some higher, some lower but they always excist as there's a need to evaluate the person. Girls do this very "openly" and they usually put their attitude on show. I think this is because of fear, as a new girl in a group can always mean competition. What I have found to be very usefull is just not competing with them. No one can play games with you if you don't play the game. Dropping all attitudes when getting into a new social network takes you far! And whoa what realizing this has brought to me!
People make judgements by cover, and this, I think, is because of the fear of unknown. It is rather funny to hear girls (and guys too!!) making comments like "what is she trying to do etc." After I started trying to eliminate all these kinds of acts out of my own social behaviour, wearing an open attitude and simply smiling more it's been great to notice that more and more great people have started marching into my life. And it is so simple! I'm not saying that I take a new person under my skin, that's just stupid. But I try to see other people's point of view and not being judgemental. Still keeping my own values- but I realize it is not taken away from me if somebody else is not exactly like me.
New thing always means challenge, escspecially when it includes getting in to a group that has been formed before you came across. People tend to keep walls up high towards new comers, some higher, some lower but they always excist as there's a need to evaluate the person. Girls do this very "openly" and they usually put their attitude on show. I think this is because of fear, as a new girl in a group can always mean competition. What I have found to be very usefull is just not competing with them. No one can play games with you if you don't play the game. Dropping all attitudes when getting into a new social network takes you far! And whoa what realizing this has brought to me!
People make judgements by cover, and this, I think, is because of the fear of unknown. It is rather funny to hear girls (and guys too!!) making comments like "what is she trying to do etc." After I started trying to eliminate all these kinds of acts out of my own social behaviour, wearing an open attitude and simply smiling more it's been great to notice that more and more great people have started marching into my life. And it is so simple! I'm not saying that I take a new person under my skin, that's just stupid. But I try to see other people's point of view and not being judgemental. Still keeping my own values- but I realize it is not taken away from me if somebody else is not exactly like me.
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